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But when I do,
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Who's the soldier?
Saturday, June 12, 2010

In this battlefield, there are two: One who leaves you hanging, and one who always has been there. Both seem right to you, both are the ones you want to see fighting for what you're worth. As you know you deserve a chance to be happy and to be appreciated, to be worth of the fight.

But in the end of the day, you realise that you are the one who's bled too much for both of them. You play on the safe side 'cause you're running out of time, and you know how the battle goes. You slowly know that all end up with scars, but sadly, you already are...long before it all started.

So now as you think about every single bit, you know that you heart isn't wholly settled but you allow yourself to grow out of it. You believe in yourself, you will be okay no matter what. Because sooner or later, you will be the commander to withdraw the fight. You're just indulging yourself, but you know.. you're the soldier now, not them two.