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trosaa


I have stopped doing this.
But when I do,
I will write as I will.
I will write as I love.
And I will do as I live.


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fucked-up
Wednesday, July 28, 2010

for the first time in quite a long time, i allow someone's comment to bring me down from my self-esteem.

i am disgusted at myself right now just because of the impact someone made about the way i look.

just right at that moment i feel fucked-up, i realised that yes, i definitely dont love myself now.. and i am not the same.


fuck my life. i need to grow out of this and do something about it.

i will stay focus! oh fuck...